Monday Mom Prayers
Be very careful, then, how you live
– not as unwise but as wise — making the most of every opportunity,
because the days are evil. Therefore, do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is.
Last weekend, my almost 18-year-old daughter and I drove to her soccer game almost two hours away together.
A few years ago, putting the two of us together in an enclosed space would have been akin to pulling the pin on a hangrinade.
We couldn’t communicate. Everything I said was wrong. Everything she said was wrong.
In complete despair, I remember telling a friend during that time, “I don’t think anything will ever be right between us again.”
I wasn’t being dramatic. I truly believed that.
But as we drove up to the game together, our conversation was upbeat and natural. She shared what was going on in her life (to the degree a teenager does). We talked a little about her future. We vented our frustrations — not at each other, finally — but at being directed to the wrong soccer field clear across town.
At the end of the day, I was grateful. I thanked God for this ordinary, extraordinary day — and ones like it — that at one point, I feared would never come.
It got me thinking about all the “mom lies” I’ve believed over the years. They’re dangerous. They drive us to act out of fear. They cause us to feel inadequate and drain our effectiveness.
I’m living proof of that. My people pleasing weakness bore some ugly fruit in my parenting. I was critical, controlling and enabling. Not a winning combination.
My kids, my daughter in particular, felt like I cared more about how she made me look than about her. Beyond that, in my quest to please, I didn’t set the boundaries I should have with either of my kids. I enabled them, when I should have been equipping them.
I didn’t fully realize the damage I was doing until they reached adolescence. The middle school years are hard enough. But I hadn’t laid a rock solid foundation of trust, love and respect. I hadn’t established credibility with them. It came back to bite me, just when they needed my guidance and influence the most.
I was devastated when I realized all the mistakes I’d made. Paralyzed. I couldn’t turn back the clock. How could I ever make things right? It started with an apology to my kids. And slowly, step by small step, doing things a different way. Reacting calmly instead of exploding. Allowing them to make mistakes. Giving them small bits of responsibility. Setting a boundary instead of giving in.
Five years later, things aren’t perfect (us people pleasers crave “perfect”!), but God has brought us lightyears from where we were.
When we believe the truth, we embrace the mindset that our children are on a journey, just as we are. Our timing is not their timing. We realize that our responsibility is to seek God as we raise our children and make choices that are in their best interest. Then, we leave the timing of the results to God. That’s scary and freeing at the same time.
That extraordinary day in the car with my daughter last week was years in the making. Years of bitter tears and months of making hard choices and setting difficult boundaries with lots of frustration and pushback and only small glimpses of progress. It has made me appreciate the “fruit” of that time all the more.
The end of her story hasn’t been written yet, but more and more I’m leaving it — and her — in God’s very capable hands.
As a people pleaser, this lie wreaked havoc on my parenting. I thought that if my kids were frustrated, angry or sad — even if it had nothing to do with me — that I had failed somehow.
It took me a long time to realize that “happy children” is not my goal. Again, I can’t control their happiness. In fact, the more I tried to appease them and make them happy, the more unhappy they seemed to become.
Our kids need and want boundaries. And that often makes them very unhappy in the short-term. We have to be the ones who look to the future and see how making them happy today may lead them to some very miserable outcomes later.
Everyday, we have an enemy who’s whispering lies to us. Telling us we aren’t enough. That we’re doing something wrong. That we can’t fix our mistakes.
And he’s right. But, thankfully, when we depend on God’s leading each step of our journey, He can fill in the gaps and redeem our mistakes.
And that is the truth.
Are you kidding me?
We don’t want to hear this. We’ve been told doing it right the fist time is important. It’s the best way. Otherwise we really shouldn’t even try, right?
Not only is that completely unrealistic, it’s impossible in mothering.
Indeed, screwing up is good for us.
We are bound to mess up. Especially when it comes to discerning good advice, it gets dicey. The biggest pitfall is trying to follow advice or techniques that don’t work with our personalities or those of our kids’.
With little babies….(a.k.a Pumpkin Muffins in my house)
Well meaning people actually gave the advice to moms that somehow a hungry, lonely or tired baby is somehow manipulative. I heard so many folks say everything from “he’s jerking your chain” or “you’re spoiling her” —- all about a baby that was less than 6 months old. Some of these people had millions of devotees.
I quickly learned that I couldn’t be one of them, but not before I felt completely inadequate because I couldn’t stick to “parent controlled” anything during infancy. Parents were controlled, all right — into thinking that any or all of mothering was that simple. Trust me, we know when our kids are actually taking advantage of us. Holding them when they need it isn’t one of them.
And little children…..(a.k.a. Little Pumpkins around here)
In parenting, we must stay consistent. Consistent. Consistent!! But, we aren’t perfect, remember? Let’s look at the old “get back on the horse” metaphor. We have to recover when we stray. If we err on the side of doing the same thing the same way with our kids more than 85% of the time, that’s excellent! Thinkng that only 99.9% or higher is success is, again,
And bigger kids…..(a.k.a. Big Pumpkin Heads. You know, the ones that are teenagers and older. The ones we can’t step over!)
We should never, ever share our big mistakes with our kids. They’ll lose respect for us. We have a right to complete privacy. Right?
To this I would say, “How do you feel when someone that’s close to you shares their mistake as help for you to avoid making the same ones?” I’m honored, mostly. I believe our kids are too. At least a few of mine have said so, thankfully. It’s been worth the risk if it helps them.
We usually don’t know something is bad mom advice for us until we give a try. But, be encouraged. Sometimes we all have to try something first to know it’s not for us.
We have to mother from those places that give us peace, not that work against how God made us. Amen?
And there you have it…
What advice were you given that just flat didn’t work for you? Why?
Where do you need to let go of conventional wisdom and go with what works for you and your family?
Have you ever tried what you thought was foolish advice and it turned out to be pure wisdom?